i'm not sure

i love you..

maybe i'm fall in love with you..

but i'm not sure..

everyday i keep on thinking about you..

before i sleep, there you are by my side..

the teddy bear you gave me..

i hug it tight..

but i still can't forget him..

still can't let him go..

still missing him..

still waiting for him..

even i know it is impossible..

impossible for him to come back..
impossible for him to love me again..
and..it is impossible for you and i to be together..

we're just like..

black and white..
the earth and the moon..
oil and water..

can't be a compound or mixture..
its just like an element..

i do care about you..
i do miss you a lot..
seeing you smiling is just like singing..

i try to picture you..
the glory colours of the blue sky with the illusion of crowded plain rainbow dancing across the clouds..
the sun shines bright..so bright..then the white bird flies freely follows the air..
everything is just so simple..
just like the melody in my heart..
but people can't hear them..

i'm sorry since we can't get together..
but i just want you to know..
no metter what it takes, i always know who you are..
you look stupid to others, you seems annoying, but for me, you are happiness..
the best man can shows..

ever...