^_singing_^

The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don't really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Could't finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Lost sight
Couldn't see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I'll be alright

Been black and blue before
There's no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback's such a waste
You're invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face

One day
You will wake up
With nothing but you’re sorries
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me

i miss your voice..sing for me again..

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find opposing new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

hilang

Dimanakah cinta sejati..
Yang memberi ketenangan hati..
Sampai kapanku harus menanti..
Kau pergi dan mungkin tak kan kembali..

Dan aku menangis dan aku terluka..
Bila..
Dan aku menangis dan aku terluka..
Bila...
Engkau menghilang..

Kau pergi dari ku tinggal kan ku..
Lewati malam tanpa kasihmu..
Ku rangkai kata..
Ku rangkai nada..
Yang ku ingin hanyalah cinta..
Dan semua menghilang..
Dan semua menghilang..
Dan semua menghilang..

Semua karena cinta ku menangis..
Semua karena cinta ku tertawa..
Semua karena cinta..
Semua karena cinta..

Dan kau tinggalkan hanyalah luka..
Dan semua menghilang..
Dan semua menghilang..
Dan semua menghilang..

Semua karena cinta ku menangis..
Semua karena cinta ku tertawa..
Semua karena cinta..
Semua karena cinta..

i'm not sure

i love you..

maybe i'm fall in love with you..

but i'm not sure..

everyday i keep on thinking about you..

before i sleep, there you are by my side..

the teddy bear you gave me..

i hug it tight..

but i still can't forget him..

still can't let him go..

still missing him..

still waiting for him..

even i know it is impossible..

impossible for him to come back..
impossible for him to love me again..
and..it is impossible for you and i to be together..

we're just like..

black and white..
the earth and the moon..
oil and water..

can't be a compound or mixture..
its just like an element..

i do care about you..
i do miss you a lot..
seeing you smiling is just like singing..

i try to picture you..
the glory colours of the blue sky with the illusion of crowded plain rainbow dancing across the clouds..
the sun shines bright..so bright..then the white bird flies freely follows the air..
everything is just so simple..
just like the melody in my heart..
but people can't hear them..

i'm sorry since we can't get together..
but i just want you to know..
no metter what it takes, i always know who you are..
you look stupid to others, you seems annoying, but for me, you are happiness..
the best man can shows..

ever...

wish i can go there..

aku trus mnunggu sesuatu yg xpsti..
mata dh letih..
cuba untk tidur..
tpi bgitu sukar..
hrp bila bgun esk, ada kejutan..
mcm biasa aku akn tunggu..
kejutan yg baik..

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aku msih berada di sini..
di tmpt yg sama..
lalui jalan yg sama..
suasana yg sama..
pemandangan yg sama..

tpi smuanya xmcm dulu..
keadaan dah brubah..

tpi aku msih sama..
perasaan yg sama..
harapan tetap sama..



menunggu kepulangan kau..
menunggu kau..
sbb aku yakin..
aku cuma mngharapkan kau..

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bila aku bgun nnt..
aku igin lihat kau lgi..
aku igin lihat kau senyum kepada ku..
aku igin dgr ucapan kau berulng kali..
aku igin kau brjalan di samping aku..
aku igin kau memandang aku dan diam membisu..
lalu berbisik.. "saja nk tgok awk..comel!"

tpi smuanya..mustahil!!!

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kini aku trus kuatkn diri..
melawan smua perasaan..
berperang untk melupakan kau..
berusaha keras membuang kau dri igtn ni..
boleh ke aku???

aku nk lari..
lari jauh dri sini..
ke satu tmpt..

di mna aku dpt brdiri..
aku dpt brnafas..
trsenyum dan merasa tenang..
di mana aku dpt lihat lngit biru membuka hatiku..
angin mnyentuh lembut pipiku..
matahari trsengih mnja melihatku..
burung berkicauan lgu riang..
pelangi bersinar cerah di mataku..
dan aku dpt lihat smua keindahan..

"sayang"...