hating myself for loving you

sitting here alone..
in the middle of the darkness..
just turning back my face..
looking at you and your pictures..

there's something i need to tell you..
that i hate myself for loving you..
just wait for a second..
and you'll see it clearly..

what  pretty words..
escaping your mouth..
before i could know..
before i could see..
what's real happening..
around me..

hate myself for loving you..
and i hate myself for loving you..